Story of My Feelings

I'm not looking forward to another Christmas and New Year's in Purto Rico. It's almost like I can press rewind and live out any of the last 17 and it would pretty much the exact same thing. So I'm pounding down any negative responses and hoping that I can spend my way into a festive mood. Now that certainly sounds like the true spirit of Christmas, right? Ahh, bah humbug.