Showing posts with label melancholy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label melancholy. Show all posts

Living in the past

Way back when, I thought it would never end. Wrenching every moment away from the future, in a blinding cloud of drugs, smoke, and alcohol. Nothing mattered except when was the next high, not giving a single concern for tomorrow. Flash forward, and I've built up a life of dreams. If I'm so blessed, why am I drawn back to those memories with such fondness?