Story of My Feelings

Unfortunately, I got some first hand research on the comic book. I went
through a small purge tonight. Man, you can't imagine the pain.
Hopefully it'll stay fresh in my mind so I can finish the comic book
script.

Most of the time I suffer alone. While I plead for the pain to end, no one comes to help me. I suffer in silence, until the pain subsides enough for me to sleep. To leave this world of pain behind. I wonder sometimes if I should share my experience with S, but I conclude that I might not be able to bear adding sympathy to my sufffering. Day comes and I stumble through, step by step, with the memories of the night rippling through my stomach.